Hello there how are you fellow humans?
Welcome to my little corner of the internet and the big blue ball (nerd)! That said, my name is Elena, though I go by the names beautifully freaky on Spotify, and Queen on slowly! I am an artist, writer, musician, photographer, podcaster/ YouTuber! I love to read/write, skateboarding, stargazing and watch tv/movies and enjoy life. I am some one who has PTSD, neurodivergence and adhd and ocd! Though I am not very obsessive of things that I know of! I was raised catholic though I was not fitting in with it and I was not very interested in this so I tried many different religions before settling shamanism/wicca/pagan! That being said I rather believe in nature and ghosts than in things that would cause war. That is for the bun heads! That being said I rather not deal with hate! I run for different blogs, Elena’s moon garden, ducky and the alien -blog along side my bestie, to smut or not to smut, and beautifully blogging with Elena. Though I am doing many different projects and interests! One would be the podcasts/youtube channel: crime balls (podcast and YouTube) and Tuesday witchcraft podcast (just a podcast) as well as my body! That asked: why my body? Well I am a big tattoo and piercing nut 🥜 that is always interested in designing good tattoos and getting the odd piercing. Right now I have ten tattoos and 9 piercings! The other projects I have are: (drum roll) my monster smut novel, my joint YouTubes with my friend Gwenna! And I also am making music! That said i love singing under the name beautifully freaky and will be singing and playing instruments under my legal name: Elena M. Though I continue to sing and sing write under the name beautifully freaky! There are a few things i over came, one would be PTSD, the other would be my big ego, and the other a bastard of a case of writers block! That would be very interesting for me to say that I over came a lot of trauma and anxiety by doing projects like this -creative things. So I kicked ptsd’s ass! And then writers block! Well that is great.
During the winter months, I am on my ass writing, reading, podcasting/YouTubing and watching stuff, as well as playing instruments and singing though in the summer i am able to skateboard and go places, like actually walk and enjoy the weather, make stone Carins and enjoy nature. I love modeling, but I don’t do the erotic stuff, here is why….. I think a nice smile, food, make up and CLOTHING make everything great and tasteful. That being said I had to learn that the hard way more than once. So no nudity! That said i created a world in which my monster smut is taking place in and in that fantasy world the nudity is illegal so you can see how I feel about porn! It is stupid! I do write erotic stuff but it will not be too too erotic though I started to read monster smut, and I am enjoying it with a passion. So that was how I over came the writers block! The next thing you know I was making the profiles for the characters. That being said I started to read this stuff in Ernest. Also when it is summer i actually have a moon garden…. That being said this is where the title of this blog came from! I am a bit of a witch, if you did not know that before!
I am collecting healing stones and healing crystals, as well as I do astrophotography when I am not doing my creative stuff, or when I am not penpalling on or off the app slowly! I love talking to most people, as long as they don’t have something to say my split left earlobe! That being said, I over stretched my ears and as a result ‘ruined’ my ear, and is it not because of genetics or a fucking bar fight. I am not NOT inbred or fully white. That being said I am central Asian, and a model person of outbreeding -if that is even a word. With my brain 🧠 it is my favourite thing, that being said I have 196 iq and I am also Aquarius , moon Capricorn and north node in pieces and rising Gemini! I am under weight, over opinionated and under fifty! That being said watch out for those opinions. Some of my teacher noted that I am very opinionate and as a result i failed that course….which was rather annoying.
As for the DNA, I am part central Asian, part white, part arab, part south Asian, and some East Asian and some black. That being said I don’t have western ethnicity groups in me. I am very diverse for the way i ‘look’ that being said I don’t take kindly to racism and human stupidity. I also don’t like the fact that some people are obsessed with inbreeding and other gross stuff. I never…..
I also don’t partake in sexual conduct - well except for my writing (willingly) this being said had this forced on me, the sex that was the latest of my traumas (not willingly) and I still don’t like it. I never though people would be so stupid to but that as an important thing than what is actually going on with the world.🗺️. I must say that I don’t believe in dating, I tried to date on line and in person with not results but to be disappointed, annoyed or having to make a new Facebook. So I rather just save me and the other people the trouble, and just write about love. Does that make sense?
I have travelled every where but for the Asian contents, you can imagine where I when to, though I wish to see Asia I can’t afford it, hard to put that on a wish list. I have been on beaches, cruises and everything though I did not mind it I would rather see the Himalayas and Central Asia, where my ancestors came from! Though I have sone Uighur as well…. I forgot to mention that it would fall under the category of central Asian!
Personally I love to read and write! Read since age 4 and when I started to write was when I started to got through a massive depression episode and I started to write poetry, and by the Covid years it. Was full blown fiction and some non fiction and poetry. Though I will try to win the Wattpad watty’s, I did go round two in the Wattpad ambys which is similar to the wattys but nit as popular. I never thought I would be going further then round two in anything but a fight. As I was in many fights as a kid in school. (Don’t get me started on that, this will be a whole new can of worms!).
Well….. I can tell you!
I was abused in school and I was also getting into fights with the other students and some other teachers in grade 8 because I was being bullied and abused since kindergarten which was not right. Also I was called stupid and other stuff only to be called gifted in high school which was a relief. Though my dimmer parents would hold me back because I refused to socialize at this time…..do you blame me on that. My family life is rather colourful, one is I have two psychopaths in my family (a brother and an aunt). So I don’t associate with my family. There are some dirty puppies that can’t be bathed clean!
Though I am opinionated, I am rather big hearted and I am kind too!
Well I hope you enjoy my blogs, YouTube and podcast!as well as my writing. Enjoy your morning/noon/night!
And I will see you soon!
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