Log #21: I got my tattoo /room is clean/ feeling good

My newest addition 

 I my 10th tattoo, which is Mr. D.P, from Robert young pelton’s worlds most dangerous places the book and and come back alive the book!   This said the stor behind my bookish tattoo is the i  first read the fifth edition when I was coming out of the severe and massive depression!  I was reading the book for fun (the only fucking f-bomb I drop) and then I started to read the back of the book (something I do when I thoroughly enjoy a book) and it mention the symptoms of PTSD, or as like to call it affectionately as ‘ the piss off.’ That being said I saw that major cause of my depression and fought for my mental health even more than my parents who would be my best advocates At the time.   I also took an interests in conflict journalism, though I could never go to university because of the bullying i endure in elementary school and contributing to my PTSD!  

Then I started to read the book shake hands with the devil and that book and the movie (with actors) helped me related to Romeo Dallaire who has PTSD and suffered greatly.  He was a general in the un peace keeping forced in Rwanda that said I was able to relate to  Romeo Dallaire more than I relate with rein man.  That being said  i find that the author of worlds most danger places is neurodivergent too, as I was able to relate to him with his autobiography the adventurist!  The author of dangerous places is Robert young Pelton who helped me not just with my mental health but to appreciate this nerd (ball) called earth!  I also read three worlds gone mad and License to kill, too!  That said, I found the books are pure gold!  Give a hoot and read a book, and if it helps you with your mental health/enjoy it then get a tattoo based on that book!

I also got my room dealt with, that said I found that it took me less time to organize my rooms and I was able to decorate the room how I wanted to!  Though I will be feeling it tomorrow, this was a great day!   My room looks bigger than before, and I had to get rid of a lot of shit!  Also my room is a bubble gum pink and I love it!    I found that it was easier as I got rid of a lot of stuff!  What happened was the invasion of the mould that I didn’t really appreciate, the damn mould kicked me out of the on room for at least a mouth and three weeks!  Jeez!  I hate microbes, though I find them interesting to read I don’t like microbes bastardizing everything.   

Also I found that I felt better because I was doing stuff that I don’t usually do but i will be happy tomorrow!  Why?  Because it will be snowing, beautiful snow!    I get to shovel the hell out of the snow!  I wish I could have a gym membership though 66$ dollars a month would make my head spin!   I mid think about a gym membership would be great once I am tattooed!  Personally a good fucking day!