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 Howdy, my name is Elena, aka, beautifully freaky (my music), wickid (ducky and the alien).    I was born on February 4th in Romania during the 

Nikolai Ceaucescu regime, this was a significant/ important and show casing some of human’s major stupidity.   That being said I have PTSD or (C) PTSD from this shit show.   That being. Said I will not mention what the actual hell happened to me up to 2years of age.  But I will say it was horrific and triggering.  That being said I leaned a lot about my self and I am my own best friends because of this shit show.   I was raised in Canada, after being adopted, was brought up catholic, this would not turn out for me as I was further traumatized in elementary school through bullying and neglect/abuse.   That being said i will say that I was bullied in school until grade 9 and I am still healing from all this.   I turned to shamanism and witchcraft to help me with my trauma, it is not as devil worshiping as you might think (how do you think we get our health care system, it was once witch craft the only way to heal both physically and emotionally/spiritually before science was thought of).  I also had a blood born pathogen as a young child, hepatitis b, the worst hepatitis to naturally get and I was able to get rid of this through nature (good genetics and good diet) instead of anti virals, this I did not know I had until I tried to give blood!   Though I know for most people this is a chronic thing but I was able to rid my self of this with even a fever.   Right now I am an artist, writer, musician, and photographer/model!    I am single under the name beautifully freaky, that being said under that name i write my own lyrics and play mostly the guitar.   I am hopping to produce music under my legal name, Elena M though I have the ocarina flute (Zelda) and the hand pan (Trinidad and Tobago) that I play for new age /world music!  Though I sing usually the blues ,under the name beautifully freaky I also do some new age and world music under that name with ocarina and hand pan.   I have other instruments too though these are my favourite ones!  I guess you can see me face to face so I will tell you i have 9 piercings and 10 tattoos, these are my babies.   I live near Ottawa Ontario Canada, and I love going to the Ottawa blues fest, a yearly music festival that last about a week or two that require metal detectors.    I started  to write my own lyrics after going to my first blues fest, and that song was entitled, ‘metal detector’ as in the annoying things you have to go through in airports or music festivals!   I love to read and write, welcome to my moon garden!   

 As I well tell you this moon garden is a place for reflection and emotions that being said I am literally reading the book, by the horns by ruby dixion!   I also am working on my joint blog with my friends who is also named have the character of the ‘by the horns’ book, Gwenna!   I am also expected to turn the 37 tomorrow which rather exciting and each year I embarrass the Grimm Reaper every year around this time in the year…(I used to have very dark thoughts because of my (c)ptsd and I acted on them more then once in life about 3 times before getting the bigger picture).   That being said if it had a semi collin on it i will literallly by it!

I am very tattooed/pierced and I am very very bookish!  I also love writing though I am going through writers block, which is supper annoying.   I love all ethnic food and I alone eating as well as reading.  I do have a Wattpad account though I am publishing a book of poems too, tomorrow!  I sing and produce music, art and writing though I also have a day job killing germs, yes i clean for a day job!   The rest is just hobbies that I love to do though I don’t get paid for it except for the arm (recently).  That being said I would rather not give commission to people i don’t know or don’t give a fuck about, ie…. Scammers!   I had enough if scammers and romancers that don’t want to date anymore and I don’t really trust people who I meet online unless I know them personally for years, like Gwen.   That being said I would rather people not scam me, like I do know where that money goes to, (fucking garden gnomes). Also there will be no garden gnomes in my garden for obvious reasons (they look like usama bin laden, and I fucking hate that guy!) oh I could keep typing about who i am and what and what not i like though it would take like ten years to do! All you need to know is I am a witchy, bitchy nerd who loves life and music!…..and so I invite you to my moon garden….. smell a flower and enjoy yourself at dusk til dawn.   A moon garden is a magical witchy place to sniff a flower and contemplate life!  That said,   ‘ qarshi 'alimiz’

That is Uighur for ‘welcome’!