I am going to say this though I don’t like winter ❄️ i love to shovel snow ironically. That being said I have no choice as I live in a country with high seasonality! But it is a nice country! But anyway the shoveling i am able to be very quiet and relaxed when shoveling. Here is why: the snow doesn’t care if you have a good/bad day or if you had a ptsd night nightmare or about you past -that said it is just snow. I find that snow is what it is! Also it is very quiet in the early morning that being said I shovel before 8 am to make money…..there she is! That this is about a quarter of the reason why I like to shovel snow, the other reason is that it doesn’t matter who you are to the snow, it is quiet and never judges! You can be very mindful and enjoy the fucking quiet that comes with shoveling. The shoveling though is ice cold, I see that it is really relaxing. Turning a paired association (the trigger) and turning it into something magical. I was able to shovel in PEACE AND QIUET, that is a good way to start my birthday! Yes! My birthday! I am 37 years old now and I am very happy to say I am beginning to be an old crone. That being said I am very excited, now I no grey hair or wrinkles but I am old enough to be a crone in my opinion.
Now back to that snow, it is rather nice to see the stuff sparkle. Though I noticed this when I was about 6 years old. That it sparkled, and it is beautiful when it sparkles in the light, sun or other wise! That being said I would rather be shoveling snow as it is nice to be able to just collect my thoughts and emotions for the day. I also find it very pretty when it was sparkling that being said I love when the snow sparkles when you toss it up and it falls into a glittery pile. I learned about this last year I believe! That being said I also love making the money for the snow, and there was a lot of it this year. To the point where I can afford blues fest and a tattoo! That being I am getting a tattooed if the worlds most dangerous places mascot the laughing skull with shades and a ball cap! That being said I look at the book blog (to smut or not to smut to read about it)! That being said I found this book was very good and a positive influence on me. But I was planning on getting this tattoo later on and I was hoping next year though I bumped it up to this very February for my birthday as I have the money now. I am also saving up for a resonator guitar later on. I don’t know what to do with my birthdays today….a friend asked me that but I really don’t know.
Maybe if it is possible I might want to go out or to reuse centre though I got my gift to my self almost a day ago at indigo chapters! That being said I got the book, ‘by the horns,’ it is the sequel of ‘bull moon rising!’ Though this is my first monster smut that I ever encountered, it promises to be a great read. That being, I wanted to write monster smut though I never know where the hell to start. I also wanted to read monster smut as well. This genre of romance/erotica was alerted to me first on YouTube, the YouTuber was not very fussy about the genre of books but I wanted to read this stuff not just to say eff off bit also to say it could be great to read! And I just got past the trigger warnings! That being said: Give me all the trigger warnings. I read a lot of ‘triggering’ books that never really phased me emotionally as I had been though the shit as a child and nothing can really compare. I want to read more! That being said I never read monster smut before and it was 39$ well spent though I am nervous about everything not just the fun book.
My friend asked me again about my birthday I said maybe the recycling centre though I am very content with the shovelling that I have to do! I would rather have a quiet day and relax though going out would be great to do. I will stop there. That being said I hope today will be great.
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